this shouldnt be so difficult she said.
all i hear is tuition tuition tuition.
but you've done this before.
so? what's the point? nobody cares.
do it not to show people, but to prove to yourself, you still have it.
and i AM going to do it, tomorrow.

what if tomorrow never comes?

then i'll just perish like everyone else.. ordinary-lly.
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just watched 2012, and it was kindda cool how the mainman just manages to survive.
but it got me thinking. will the world as we know it come to an end?
by 2012, i'll be studying J2 at some random college.
and maybe just maybe, have this amazing guy by my side.
but it's in the future, no one knows what is going to happen?
i could just vanish after typing this...
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.
.
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no, i'm still here..
still, this proves nothing. you'll never know what is going to happen, to you, to your parents, brothers/sisters. you'll never know who your true love is. you'll never know what it's like to freefall off a cliff.. all these things you've planned, it never came about, why? because some idiot just decides to drink and drive? or because you were just at the wrong place at the wrong time?
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i wish i'd known you better before i realise, i dont know you at all..

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