i actually had fun at training today!
whoa!
played everything but setter..

BIGGEST JOKE OF THE YEAR!
1.5+m setter played center blocker.! haha! that's me..
fara played libero! omg(O.O) ! haha! but she's good. (hope she doesnt see this)

I think i sprained my hand.. so irritating.. how can a setter be a setter without setting?!
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I thought of giving up..
being stressed. being pissed? being in pain.. that's so not fun.

I went to Chinyee and said:"I want to change job. be ballpicker.."
What a thought for a fighter!
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I'm being paranoid. or over sensitive?
i'm fearing the place i am given.
why? how? when?
ya, i admit i dont like being a setter.. (this is like a tradition)
but i'm trying.. i'm fighting. that is no way that i'm giving up that easily.!
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why are there different auras in these 2 places? not good..
fun/relaxed compared to stress/pissed.
aura GO AWAY!
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I just realised i changed my subject 4 times? this proves that i wrote everything that's on my mind.. not everything but summaries.. if i actually wrote everything.. I'll start shooting people and we all dont want angry people.. hah! I'm stressed.. AGAIN!! NO!

I'm losing my mind! someone.. anyone please help!

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